How Can I Not Love You

3 Hari bolak balik vanue, kaki gempor kebanyakan jalan dan bolak balik vanue, pulang malem/pagi, kurang tidur, bergumul sama panas, polusi dan asap rokok, sampe takut tepar di hari H…semua terbayarkan!

Gue bisa bilang, puas nonton SS4INA, hasilnya sesuai dengan yang diharapkan dan  direncanakan.

Pertama, gue dan haerin nonton bareng, cos kurang asyik kalo lo sendiri nonton beginian. Mau pegangan pas *pingsan* kaga bisa. Alhasil kami nonton bareng, jingkrak bareng, teriak bareng, heboh bareng, senggol2 bareng (saking gemesnya ngeliat kelakuan doi), aaah pokoknya seru!

Kedua, gue pengen banget deket ke main stage, makanya gue pilih superbox A. Kali ini posisi gue beneran 1st row alias mepet pagar dan PW banget. Tas dan tentengan gue cantolin aja di sisi luar pagar, jadi gue bisa bergerak bebas dan mengambil atribut (banner, kado, dkk) ketika gue butuhkan. Staff Indonesia juga pengertian dan kooperatif banget. Inilah enaknya nonton di negeri sendiri (Makasi ya mas-masnya).

Ketiga, gue pengen banget eye contact sama Donghae. Yes, dan itu terjadi. Eye contact pertama pas dia masih pake kacamata. Gue lambai2in celemeknya Haerin, biar dia liat logonya sambil nunjuk2. Kacamatanya setengah transaparan, jadi gue bisa liat dia ngeh keberadaan gue dan menatap gue. Giranganya luar biasa, gue sampe jingkrak2 terharu menitikkan air mata pelukan sama Haerin. Eye contact kedua kedua terjadi pas dia mengahadap ke arah gue. Gue bikin love mark gitu dong pake jari, diliat sama dia trus didadahin. Ini juga gak kalah bikin gue senengnya luar biasa.

Keempat, gue bisa teriak excited, lompat2, pake official LS, fanchants, manggil2 nama member. Pokoknya malem ini gue kurang anteng! Juga, show kali ini gue lebih bisa menikmati yang lain (alias kaga fokus ke dia doang). Yang di hadapan gue gak gue sia2in. Bahkan pas awal2 gue malah nangis, saking terharunya…senangnya berada di situ lagi :*

Beberapa hal yang gue inget:

1. Gue meletin Eunhyuk dong~haha mana pas itu kita eye contact. Itu refleks banget. Padahal gue cuma pengen ngerjain. Si kunyuk pasti mikir gue gak suka sama dia :D Abis itu dia gak mau ngeliat ke arah gue lagi :D

2. Gue ngelemparin bungkusan punya anak sebelah gue ke panggung, pas di situ ada Shindong. Dia ngeliat gue lempar. mukanya agak kaget. Bisa gue tangkep kurang setuju. Tapi trus gue minta maaf manggut2 gitu ke dia, lumayan lama sih eye contactnya.

3. Ryeowook parah cantiknya…baru kali ini gue akuin dia cantik, duh emang cantik deh!

4. Leader…auranya keluar banget malem ini, shinning banget lah (pertama gue ngehnya pas Supermen), paling shinning ya sepanjang solonya itu. Mimik2nya masih kerekam jelas di otak gue pas dia dari maen saxophone sampai selesai main piano.

5. Solonya Shindong gilak! Keren banget! Udah gak ngerti lagi deh itu dance patah2nya. Banyangin, di mana lagi mereka pake lagu lokal. Udah gitu kita pada nyanyi pula ngiringin tu dance. Keren abeees lah!

6. EXO…wah…si adek2 ini bener2 bintang masa depan. Gue langsung ngeh Kris…suka pada pandangan pertama padahal gue hampir gak tau tentang mereka. Bahkan gue tau dia leader juga belakangan.

7. Prince manager cuma berjarak 30 cm dari gue! AAaaaaaa ini asli bikin gue shock mampus. Bayangin, ketika semua orang menghadap panggung tengah dan depan, trus gue sendiri masih menghadap panggung utama, dia lewat aja gitu depan gue…gue beneran nahan napas. Yakin deh ni bola mata gue membesar  berkali-kali lipat sembari melihat dia berjalan seakan gak percaya! OMG! Padahal gue berharap ketemu di bandara. Sayangnya pas itu dia pake mobil khusus. Meskipun begitu, di bandara gue sempet ketemu sama managers yang lain. Termasuk si masnya, dan si manager satu lagi yang mirip manager prince kesukaan gue. Harusnya gue sapaaa nih manager!

8. Ming beneran gila pink…Waktu jadi Marlyn, dia bawa pulang tas pink hello kitty.

9. Siwon…entah kenapa auranya malem ini biasa aja…

10. Yesung…sebenernya gue berharap dia bawain lagu yang agak gue tau. YeHae moment banyak pas good friends.

11. Kyu itu ramah. titik.

12. Eunhyuk ganteng abeeess pake batik! Gue histeris pokonya.

13. Sehari sebelumnya gue rada demam dan pilek, sampe sebelum masuk vanue gue meler melulu. Tapi berdiri 4 jam, jangankan meler, bersinpun tidak. Gak nyangka segitunya pengaruh vitamin D ke gue.

Kesimpulannya, mau lagi dan lagiii. HAHA

PS: pas selesai, gue masih duduk sambil nutupin mata pake tisu, mengalir terus air matanya. berasa energi gue terbang setengah. cape, kok udahan sih, trus mungkin juga gara2 sarung yang gak kesampaen (bungkusnya juga emang kurang niat sih, gak seniat pas kaos ituh).

Dan apapun yang berbau SJ, selalu jadi ajang reunian :* :* :*


[fanaccount] KIMCHI event - SJ biased

Before I forget about everything…
Tonight was a very precious moment.
First time I saw Super Junior live performance.

Today[110604] there was a Korean Idols Music Concert Hosted in Indonesia (KIMCHI) at Istora Senayan Jakarta. Featuring Super Junior, Park Jung Min, Girls Day, The Boss, X-5. The show was scheduled at 6 PM – 9 PM

Super Junior was scheduled to arrive at 3.25 PM from Korea (Leeteuk, Eunhyuk, Yesung, Heechul, Shindong, Kyuhyun, Ryeowook, Sungmin, Henry, Zhoumi), while Donghae flied from Taipei and arrived at 1 PM. At first I didn’t have plan to meet them in airport since I had the ticket to watch KIMCHI, but this man » pointing Donghae, knowing him would come earlier changed my mind. My heart was trembling. I bravely went to the airport at the very limited time I probably had. Thanks God I was on time and he hadn’t appeared yet. After around 30 minutes waiting, fans were shouting, he went out from the gate, but babo me, I couldn’t see him *wrong strategy* though I was just a meter away from his picked up car. >_<. At that time I thought I was okay, not my time probably, BUT my friend come and saw me the fancam, omg my heart was shaking again, I felt tears wanted to fall down ~ oh I realized how much I love him. I couldn’t say anything…He already went to the hotel.

I waited at the airport for the rest of the member. The security was very tied. Fans waited for more than an hour from the arrival scheduled time. SJ didn’t appear. Fans were good though. They waited patiently, they made the barricade for SJ to pass. ELFs hold each other’s hand…that’s the very emotional moment between ELF…they worked together to give the best for SJ. There was a very long banner (100 meters) with ELF signed on it and they spread it along the street near the airport out way. When I passed it, I smiled and gave my thumbs, some fellow ELF saw me and smiled too. I very feel like ELF is indeed a family. <3
 
I couldn’t stay long at the airport and SJ didn’t show up so I went to the venue. People were already inside, so I didn’t have to queue. I enter the hall ~ it’s not full though. Many VIP seats left empty, even the festival too, wasn’t full. Oh so lucky them who bought the front chairs or standing, they’re very close to the stage plus no crowd, people were freely moving.

When I enter the hall, the first performer is DGNA (The Boss). Well, I can say their dancing is very good, the voice too, is pretty good. Just not my type to being fangirled of.

X5 came next. They’re tall and handsome. Yesterday before they went to Indonesia, I saw a fantaken photo, Ghun was very handsome! Kkk that’s why I really wanted to see them. Well actually Ghun is kinda hot, all X-5 are hot! XD And they changed clothes very near the stage so audience could see them~ it was kinda surprising but hot. Kkk. And at the end Ghun unbuttoned his shirt showing his abs. Ah hot! XD

Next was Girl’s Day. They’re cute, very cute, too much cute I think. I laughed sometimes.

Then Park Jung Min…, he did very attractive among all, he’s good, and very impressive in using bahasa Indonesia.

Last…the one I waited for…my heart was trembling…Super Junior. Oh finally I see them on stage live!

They brought 6 songs: Bonamana, No Other, Tae Wan Mi, Super Girl, Rokkugo, and that the hip song Sorry-Sorry.

I couldn’t switch my eyes from Hae…he wore sun glasses (that probably connected with why he covered his eyes in the airport). Hae was indeed very dorky,very playful, he like to say “woo”, he gave fans a chu~kiss bye, smiled, and waved, at the very end he said “I love you” ~ I said “I love you too”. kkk He’s just the exact figure with that in my mind, no more or less. Hae in my mind even his appearance, height and weight, voice, style, acts, tonight was very same to Hae who’s in front of me that time.

And so did SJ. No single thing surprised me. I just felt like I was seeing old friends performing. Felt like I had met them many times before. Teuk was very handsome. He is a good leader or I can say too much good, too much tried to be perfect. He walked all the stage side (bringing the boys) to say goodbye to the audience. Even he was the last member on the stage, because he did toss with every kids(performers) on the stage. We he realized it, he ran to the backstage. It was kinda funny seeing him almost confuse to go off from the stage to the backstage. Kekeke. Leader oh leader. Loose up your tie a bit please

There was also a moment where Kyu was bullied by his hyungs. LOL. It was Shindong putting the medals (the one like in SS3 SG) while punching Kyu’s head and Kyu could only accept it without resistance. Kekeke the evil Kyu was bullied XD. Many screamed when Kyu’s part.

And EUNHAE moment~ oh this did asdfghjk exist! Hae said something and pointed (or showed I bet) the way out of stage to Hyuk, while smiling. I was like waiting this moment, and it happened almost at the very end. Hae did interact with Hyuk on the stage.

Hyuk’s voice is good ><. Yesung is very gorgeous! Henry and Mimi too >< Sungmin always cute, I didn’t notice the KyuMin moment but some said there was.

Did I miss many? Sorry, I was very biased, my focus was mostly Hae. I didn’t want to miss his moves.

Well, about Heenim…the hair do wasn’t good, very simple, but I realized it was his original hair, it looked so smooth.

Well the one who talked most was the leader of course, and…followed by Hae, Shindong too. At the very first time, Hae whispered several things to Teuk before Teuk gave his “speech”. XD Twice they mentioned about liked to see Indonesian women (They’re perverts). Kekeke.

They’re now on the way back to Korea, but DH was said to stay here for a night. He’ll probably go back to Taipei not Korea because on the 6th SJM will have FM in Taiwan. And this morning, Leeteuk, Shindong, and Sungmin will have Dream Team filming. And on the 9-10 they’re gonna have SMTown Paris…Leader seemed very excited, because he tweeted about this after the show. Yesterday, Wookie tweeted about their (very rapid busy) schedule too. I only can hope them a good health.

Lots love for Super Junior <3

ps: the next day I tried to meet hae in the hotel. I waited for 3 hours and ended with his tweet+selca that indicates he’d already left. I couldn’t mad at all or disappoint because his selca is so perfectly cute mocking me who’s sad. asdfghjk. I went home and that’s when all the tears felt down like heavy rain…hahaha I can’t describe my feelings. I woke up with very ugly eyes, I felt so lost and almost no strength. I saw the fancam again and realized that Teuk said “Assalamualaikum” when the No Other part (you know) and I laughed so hard I couldn’t stop saying OMG OMG because that’s exactly the word Teuk said sounds for me when the very first time No Other live performance on Mubank. Yet, I probably need 1 more day to recover from this indescribable feelings. XD


Can’t wait for the 5jib <3